GEEZ!

Wouldn't ya know it? Jeremy's now feeling sorry for himself and is lonely. Just like a man.

He leaves Zoey and I. . . moves out into his own place. Says he doesn't love me, feels nothing for me. Then Zoey and I move out, into our own apartment, all new lease, switch all the bills to MY name & shit. And now he's not sure if he did the right thing? Ha ha ha. Sorry dood. Sometimes when you make certain decisions, you can't take them back. Well, this is one of those times.

My best friend's husband went over to Jeremy's place last night. They're friends as well. Well, my best friend told me this morning that he was telling Jeremy to stick with our marriage, and not to give up on me. That he thinks my Mom has a lot of influence on my decisions right now. What fucking bullshit. He knows NOTHING about what went on between us & what's currently going on. Ugh. I'm through with it!! Can't anyone see that?! I'm strong, and Zoey and I are doing good on our own! I like it like this, and think that Jeremy made damn good decision by leaving! He made his bed, he can now lay in it.

****DEEP BREATH****

Alrighty, well, I just wish this was all over and done with already.